They’re breaking down the house next to ours to be able to build it from the ground up. It’s just one of those things, right? “The house is too old and the map isn’t great so let’s start over.”
Annoying for me as most days work calls will be impossible. Or being able to focus or sit in silence, even. Thankfully they leave at 5pm and my work finishes at 7:30pm so I can at least do my evening calls in peace.
It’s been a few days that I’ve been back home. Most bright feelings are gone. Like, gone. I think I like being outdoorsy. And I think I don’t like my work (remote work is very isolating — video calls only take you so far). And I think I feel too tired to schedule therapy just yet. I told my therapist I’ll try second week of July, but I’m still so exhausted on the inside. And the outside, for that matter.
I guess we just wait.
🎧 Taylor Swift — Death by A Thousand Cuts