Flew out, away, from my flat.
At a friend’s place in a different city.
Grew old. And a little bit wiser.
I’m not hungry so I might skip breakfast. Maybe some coffee and a few chips?
This guy took his chance on me last night, glaringly missing that I had the ace flag draped around me and wondering if we could hook-up. I don’t want to mince words – that is what it was. Any flag draped around me should invite questions, but there were none.
His friend was more interesting than he was.
Sometimes I feel romantically attracted to men, but this was not one of those times. And the idea of a hook-up would kill any romantic attraction anyway, if there was any.
Close Friend had said I should maybe consider having a hook-up with someone safe, a woman – and see what it feels like for me. What I learn about myself from this.
Maybe that will happen this year, maybe not.
It’s on my mind.
But it has to be on my terms, not an approach from a guy who has no awareness to ask what my flag was all about.
I’m not salty. You’re salty.
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